A Thought Of Mine.

Kelly Clarkson : Stronger

2012-01-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

alright, i always wanted to post my very own review on my all-time favourite artist new album but i couldn't find some time and space.

so, here it goes!

sorry, if you're not interested! :)

Mr. Know It All : I love this song, cuz they release the full length song on my birthday. LOL that must be false! the song is super sassy, with the lines that a lil of tongue twisting lyrics.

telling everyone that they think they are Mr. Know it All but they don't know a thing about others.

awesome lead single!

Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) : An anthem that group everyone for a flashmob! "What doesn't kill you makes you Stronger" it's smart enough to make a person a better one! I personally think that this should be the first single, instead of Mr Know it All, but this is definitely a global hit!

it somehow remind me of "Since U Been Gone", from the arrangements and the tunes.

i cannot wait to sing on karaoke! :D

Dark Side : this song is basically telling a story that everyone has their dark side, and hoping that the person that know their dark side will stay with them. i love how the song started with, and there's a haunting part where singing "Don't runaway, dont' runaway, promise me you will stay, promise me you will stay".

Everyone has their dark side, and i hope this would be the next single!

Honestly : A song about being honest to a person, even if it's hurt. it's kinda theatrical, haunting and it can be for lovers or friends.

"love me, hate me, do it honestly."

not a single material, but it's the most different song in the whole album.

ps:/ previously recorded by Adam Lambert.

showcasing Kelly Clarkson's vocal!

You Love Me: title may sound kinda cliche. however, the song is about a person claiming that they love someone, but they are actually hurting them. it's not catchy, but listenable. it has its own rhythm and i love where she sings "strong hold, fun ride, roller coaster but it's na-na-na-not enough"

Einstein: Previously titled as "Dumb + Dumb = You" and i preferred the previous title.

it's catchy song, singing "i didn't get it first time, i don't think i'm so blind, i may not be einstein but dumb plus dumb equals you". kinda funny, but smart lyrics. i wished they could add in more beats into the song though.

Standing In Front Of You : a song that should be in a movie. it's soft and melodically sweet enough to be in a scene where a person waking up to the person they wished to see at the first place.

it's kinda like a song should be in the movie called "Love Actually".

I Forgive You : A song produced by Rodney Jerkins, who also produced songs for Pussycat Dolls and etc. very radio friendly song, singing about forgiving someone cuz the damage it's done and there's no use for hating them. this song actually makes me to become a more forgiving person.

and, i forgive you. :)

ffor the person that i forgive recently, you should appreciate this awesome song!

Hello : Love the guitar riffs on the starting of the song! it's also another catchy song, that i love singing along with. "Hello, hello, is anybody listening? not ghost, anyone who's go with me" fun song and vocally, she's good with her raspy voice.

The War Is Over: a song that reminds me of Behind These Hazel Eyes, not melodically.

A song that's about she's not fighting anymore and there's no turning back of what has been done. i love singing this song.

Let Me Down : this song was mistakenly reported as the first single, a song that is written by Kelly. This kind of song sorta like her trademark, cuz it's with angsty in it. it's catchy, and vocally reminds me of "Breakaway" album's era. this song should be in that Breakaway album though.

You Can't Win : introduced on my previous post. :) this song contains some smart lyrics about you can't win on anything you do. people will always against it, you just can't win. for me, this song will be awesome if it's a duet with P!nk or Katy Perry, cuz reminds me of them. and note that, it's written by Kelly Clarkson yo! <3

currently my favourite song!

Breaking Your Own Heart : a song that has country vibe in it. singing about a person being sad and feeling lonely and absorb everything by themselves until they break their own heart and NO ONE knows about it.

i did that, always. just to make others happy, and myself sad.

i love her voice in this song, always remind me why i love her dearly. :)

the song that should be singles :

Dark Side

I Forgive You

The War Is Over

Let Me Down

You Can't Win

so, here's my review on the Standard Edition of Stronger.

seriously, Stronger era is the best!

2012-01-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

Finally an update here.

been MIA cuz of working as Hamper Wrapper.

i will not elaborate much on why people got so surprised when i worked as that.

'cuz, they think they know me. but they don't really know me.

it's worth the experience if it's not for the salary.

starting was a lil' hard, cuz of the weather is being so bad!

i got rashes all over on my chest the next day.

fall sick on the 6th day of work. take a day off.

now, i'm used to it.

i learned to wrap those hamper, from tall version to fancy and elegant version.

so, kinda cool. and the people there, though all chinese-educated, but they're friendly, nice and funny.

glad to know they are sampat enough. :)

left 9 more days to go, and i will be temporary jobless.

but i'm definitely signing up for any interesting job right after got back from China trip.

yup, am going to Macau, then Shenzhen and other cities from 1st day til the 8th day of CNY.

gonna missed a lot of outings with friends, but oh well.

on the other hand, i have been dealing with depression lately.

depression, as in not sickness, but emotionally.

sometimes, i just couldn't figure things out.

is it ought to be or it's just me being problematic to myself?

i can't seems to figure it out.

wanting to vanish and to be unavailable for a moment just to get a peace of mind.

or maybe just to make things loosen, so that i wouldn't have the feeling of care so much.

and i quit twitter for 3 days ~~(failure)~~ cuz i didn't want people to update me from twitter or facebook!

literally, there's a thing call HANDPHONE.

and, saddest thing is people ASSUME too much thing, that they think they know it all by reading twitter updates, but they actually have no idea anything about it.

worst come to worst, people would assume the things the i swear that i will never do-outcast you for some plan that seems stupid now.

cuz i know the feeling of being outcast. maybe you're so brilliant with everything and lights on your side all the time, and you seems to outcast some of the people even if it's important (or not) to you.

i will never do such thing, and i can't believe that you assume such thing from me.

guess you really don't know me and now, i don't seems to care at all if you're outcast or not.

sigh.

that's it. finally.. letting something out.

it's my blog, you know.

handle it at your own risk.

song of the month (which i really love it cuz the lyrics are awesome! you just can't win!)

You Can't Win- Kelly Clarkson.

Class Trip to the Langkawi Island babeh!

2011-12-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

HOLA!

as i promised, a post about Langkawi trip!

where to start first?

on the 18th December, which happens to be a Sunday.

i remember that i was pretty cool, didn't feel the excitement yet.

until, i realize i got tonnes of things to be packed.

like, literally i pack none. and it's like few hours before gather at gathering spot.

when i woke up, the first thing on my mind was getting a haircut!

cuz, it's kinda long and messy.

i don't wanna get into the beach and get up with a fugly look.

i shopped some necessary stuff except sunblock lotion.

ccuz of insufficient $ when i was in the mall alone.

it cost more than rm20 for 100ml? i couldn't remember but. LOL

obviously i'm not an outdoor person.

i was done packing and prepared around 6something, left 3hours to the gathering time.

so, i went and watch "The Proposal". thought of spending sometime while waiting.

slowly, the excitements build in. :P

reached at the gathering place ON time, while the organizer Jia Yap reached the last.

smart fella, ask to gather at 9 when bus is coming at 10.

~~typical klangites.~~

haha.

got into our bus at 1030pm and reached at Kuala Perlis at 7am and got into ferry by 815am.

touched down at Langkawi Island around 1030am. so, literally 12hours of ride.

first activity of the day was Island hoping.

first stop, is to the beach! <3

eeveryone got into the water, and damn. it tasted super salty.

like, literally you can cure your wound by just dipped your injured area into the sea.

got so bored while waiting for the ferry to depart, so we went for some photoshooting. :P

excitement build in the boat when we're heading to our first pit stop of Island Hoping. :D

freaking enjoy the wind! the boat driver was the best, always speeding and leading!

BEST HAIR DRYER EVER!

sso, we got a lil bored and decided to bury Ping Khai's body. :P

it's a woman body sculpture. LOL

and the second pit stop was viewing the eagle.

lol. quite boring at there, but saw Beng's eagles. LOL

third stop was swimming at a very huge lake.

thank god for the water tasteless!

the water level was quite deep though.

twe had our dinner at a restaurant called Islandish.

cute name, and the boss was really good in serving us.

literally, we buy into his "enthusiasms" in serving us.

the food was alright, filling and he offered to snap picture of us with the restaurant's title.

smart business fella ;)

1Malaysia spirit at Langkawi. LOL

the second day was our free activity day.

we rented 5 cars, and i drove one of them.

the car that i got, was fucked up like literally.

HOT air conditioner, sot-plug car temperature.

was VERY MAD and moodless but then things got better in time.

hated that car, nice car plate with BAMBEE but functioned suckedly.

went for lunch, then to an empty shopping mall (i wonder how they survive, like seriously. the whole mall just us and the person taking care of their stall)

then to Langkawi Parade.

car park kinda scary, but the mall was okay.

bought mask and did it with the girls and Yew Vee. hahaha!

first time doing mask and everything is so weird. sunburnt.

went to the beach for sunset and have some fun photoshot session! at night,

went to shopping with Pang, Teck Yong and Yew Vee then facial mask. :)

looking like ghost that night with mask on. :P poker face everyone!

jumpshot! #likeaboss

Yew Vee, Ati and me!

ati, ah chuan, yew vee, tiffany, sorwen, pang and teck yong at the back. :)

the lovebird. Miss Poon and Farcow Eu.

PERVERT!

lovin' the new shade!

ah chuan, modelling at the beach.

busy burying Yew Vee's leg. <3

haha! nice expression, ~~shawty!~~

LOOK! i found this during shopping with the dudes. LOL

dare not to try cuz KLANG'S BKT STILL DA BEST!

didn't get much sleep that night, literally 2hours or less due to some of us got real drunk and vomited on their bed and they came to my room to sleepover. sigh.

such a ~~bad night!~~

the third day, we went to a waterfall and then cable car!

funny thing was, Lin Xiong afraid of heights and we didn't know!

until he admitted a day before. lol

enjoyed the waterfall, water was super clean, but there's small tiny leach at some place.

the water was cold, everyone enjoyed.

i even got water-massage from the water fall. awesome!

feeling refreshed, though only slept less than 2 hours.

headed to the cable car, awesome experience. though tiring for climbing the stairs at someplace.

the scenery was the best, but the wind and temperature top it all!

was kinda reluctant to go down the hill cuz on top is just so awesome lah!

at the waterfalls. :)

6A1 !

ah Chuan, ati, and me. :)

love this picture!

went for lunch at 3, then headed back to hotel and rushed for Banana Boat!

it's awesome, when you got with your crazy friends, and the boat was speeding against the water wave!

and literally, we rushed back to hotel and my roomates, literally 4 of us in a toilet. imagine that!

and went to shopping for chocolates and dinner. :)

fourth day. kinda reluctant to go home.

miss everything there, from sleepless night, to all the mess and the fun we get into.

feel so heavy to pick up myself from the hotel's bed.

and well, even our bus doesn't wanna let us go!

spoiled at that very moment.

there's this guy named Leslie.

funny, and i really thought he's drunk. in the early morning.

but what i see from him is living his life to the fullest.

he ain't wearing branded stuff, but he talks happily.

well, he's without worries.

kinda interesting person he is.

he was there to send farewell to us. :) barely know him, but it was kind enough.

i hated the bus driver for sounding him for sending farewell to us cuz we're rushing to the ferry.

sore loser!

stopped at Ipoh to have our lunch, and went to shop a lil' for local food and headed home.

reached klang, the very same gathering point, at 720pm.

dad was the one who reached among others parents. :)

quickly took a group photo, and i was feeling reluctant to leave but dad was rushing to somewhere else.

confession: I love my classmate from the bottom of my heart. i never felt so enjoying to be in a class that full of surprises!

though one and half year, it seems long but it felt short.

can't believe we're on different path sooner than we expected.

it's fun being your class monitor, because you guys makes my life interesting.

i do wished to see them in the future, doing well.

i felt i've grown into a better, braver, stronger and mature person because of form6.

very glad that i didn't choose to attend college, cuz i've grown a lot compared to those college peeps.

and...

i66A1 for 2010/2011 is the best for me 'cuz we're unique and we're born this way baby! <3 YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!

much love, from your Class Monitor. :)

hope you enjoy reading it, and i can't wait to start working and gaining new experiences!

ps:/ all photos that tagged with "Sorwen" credits to SorWen. :)

Aftermath : STPM

2011-12-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO blog!

yes, muah is back in action.

cuz y'all know why?

finished STPM!

it's like TEEHEE!

and kinda went a lil' lifeless,

but kept myself content with movies and etc.

so, isn't that bad. :p

it's the last day of wearing school uniform and it's kinda sad cuz we're ending Form 6, and school year.

it's kinda expected and unexpected that, it's that fast.

i still remembering the first day of Form6, and through the ridiculous orientation week and seeing new faces.

and, now i've completed Form 6.

oh well, time passed fast.

the saddest part was leaving the awesome classmate!

6A1 is full of variety characters!

it's like christmas in a cup, which is full of surprises.

that's what makes us awesome!

and i definitely looking forward the class trip!

as for now... here's some photos!

this was my "bed" before cleaning. only bed. the rest still remain unveiled.

after cleaning! xP so clean and .. clean.

oh oh! today was Louis birthday as well!

gosh, doesn't he look super adorable in this picture?

happy birthday Louis!

uncle treat you Baskin Robbins when you grow up.

so, faster grow up and claim your BR! time limited. :)

AND.. here comes the study life/pre-STPM.

studying hard for STPM examination at Shah Alam's Public Library!

And also, studying hard at Setia Alam's Starbucks, where these few people got their Starbucks card!

ps: Sorwen and Beng Ghee got planner already, still pending :Peik Lai and Yew Vee.

where's Kim?!

some photosession at Starbucks!

model : the great Nanny (Lawrence Gan)!

the last day of exam!

with (from left) Hui Meng (2nd sis), Yee Lin (Big Sis) and ah Chuan (druggie) hahaha!

with Yee Li, Audrey and Wei Chi! (these girls are awesome weih!)

gossip, make noise is their no. 1!!

another shot with them! :D

guess who's this i signed on? :D

it's SorWen! it's so awesome that we went Form6 together!

can't wait for the future! :D

that's it people.

i'm gonna start blog as often as i could be.

and, well perhaps next one will be Langkawi Class Trip!

here i am!

TEEHEE!

2011-12-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

WOW, kinda lose my touch on blogging. :/

sorry readers, i'm STPM-ing and yeah.

that explains my hiatus. :)

exam was kinda okay i guessed.

i don't know what to expect, but i know i did my best.

that's all matters.

if and only if i got extra time. :)

but maths paper 2 was the worst.

for the first time i felt obnoxious and wanting to throw out all the time before exam.

the night before, i couldn't sleep at all. :(

fear for that particular paper till fallen sick?

anyway, kinda lazy to keep up my blog already.

guess exam worn me out, huh?

anyway, will try my best keep myself posted. :)

left 2 more freaking papers and i already smelled freedom from HERE!

this is bad, cuz still in exam week. lols.

during exam period, there is a lot ups and downs.

sigh.

but, the end is coming soon! *wink wink*

cannot wait for the hangouts and catchups!

TEEHEE!

2011-11-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

okay. gonna update a lil. this is so gonna be cheesy and like stereotypes but well, it's from the bottom of my hearts.

thank god i have best friends that are there for me.

they make me feel contented, and i have reason for my life.

they tell me that it's okay when life is tough, they will be there for me.

i am thankful, for each and everyone of them.

thanks Sorwen B, for putting your arms around my shoulder, or even a few taps on my shoulder,

and let me know that you will be there for me and showing me that there's a light at every end of the tunnel.

thanks to Ciuyi, for listening to me. and always believe in me even when i don't believe in myself. SMS with you everyday since form1, it's kinda fun. never knew we did it for like 6 years already. lol

thanks Pang, for being a good listener, giiving great advise, and have the best tolerance with my bitchy windy storming attitude. i know, i am hard to handle at times, especially when i'm facing hard times.

thanks to Kim, for being there and listen to my problems through midnight calls, skype, whatsapps and now rocking with viber, and try to find a solution and makes things easier for me. it's funny how we got from stranger tumpang my car to close friend and forming the group called the kehpohs. :)

thanks to 4F + Sangkara, always being there, or even do silly stuff to make me laugh.

you guys literally like the silliest but funniest group!

you guys really are awesome.

i am having hard times, but with you guys, i feel i have a reason to live and be stronger.

and, i am thankful i can be myself with you guys and you guys accepted me for the way i am. the bitchy me. haha.

omg, goosebump when i read back myself.

sincerely, Sen Chen. :)

2011-11-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

it's more than a month since i last blog.

oh well, don't have the time and when i have the time,

i probably sitting down and being emo.

exam it's like 16 more days. yeap.

how much have i prepared?

honestly, i don't know.

what i hate the most now is feeling this shitty feeling.

yes, form6 is about how well you started, then your journey will be smooth.

i started with high hopes and everything high.

i manage to keep it up until 3 months i start losing it when i failed my maths.

i cannot afford to disappoint people around me, especially my friends at school.

who actually have high hopes on me.

but i hated it when they start judging you and treat you differently when you're not on the same phase.

gah, i hated this feeling.

it's like when you need help, i'm on your no.1 in the list.

when you got people around you, it's like i never even existed.

well, it's definitely a tough time now.

i don't feel belonged.

it's a fucktime.

lyrics to be inspired.

2011-09-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

here is some lyrics to be inspired.

STPM people!

"There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of"

"What Doesn't Kill You,

Makes Me Stronger, Stronger,

Just Me, Myself & I,

What Doesn't Kill You,

Makes You Stand A Little Taller,

Doesn't Mean I'm Lonely When I'm Alone."

"You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper"

"Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!"

"Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet"

"Workin' hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anythin' to roll the dice
Just one more time"

"It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!"

"I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter"

"Thought I couldn't breathe without
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without you
But I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct
But I'm still here
Even in my years to come
I'm still gon be here

I'm A Survivor!"

for those going to overseas.

2011-09-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

Just realize that, many of them leaving to U.K., Australia & Canada on the month of september.

this is quite saddening, but i am truly happy for them!

they have achieved such success in life,

where it's only apart of the chapters of their lives.

i wished all of them, those who are already at some part of this world, or those are departing soon,

all the best!

remember to take care of yourself,

enjoy your study life abroad,

and remember your roots well!

sorry if i didn't get to send farewell to you guys,

as i was facing trials.

felt guilty for not doing so,

but my wishes is definitely there for you guys.

aampunkan saya!

2011-09-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

i am back, oh well.

just to dust off some webs here, ya know.

anyway, trials over ~~today~~!
this post was penned on Tuesday. LOL

i don't have much confident, especially on chemistry and physics.

oh well, it's not the end!

so, trials is down.

the one last monster that i'm gonna beat is the real deal, STPM.

these few weeks being so lifeless.

anyway, a person like me won't survive in such lifeless life for long.

and therefore,

we managed to slit in some fun activity in between.

of course, Kimberly Yong Zhi Yi birthday!

LOL

the surprise was leaked?! hours before she know our plan.

anyway, all of us surprise her at her place!

LOL

it was rainy day, but we had a blast!

we were welcomed by her dad, Mr. Yong =)

and Kim were standing at the staircase and look through the window which can view the main entrance.

we entered and basically have the candle light on, bday songs, n gifts giving!

OMG, we got her a freaking Polaroid camera.

idk the exact name, what instag camera?

it's a pretty awesome camera!

and i bet she's surprised and love it!

yeap, that's what we want from you.

to love it!

remember to use it kay? =)

photography outing + roadtrip is pending. =)

Kim, i met her through..

wait, first was Wei Ting introduce her to me cuz need to tumpang my car to find pelaka.

LOL they were librarians.
fmy first impression on her was she's strong, slamming my car door damn hard. LOL

and so happened that we're anonymous that time, and we met again on Seni Foto Club.

there is where we bond really well, and she becomes my Setiausaha for that wonderful club.

and our mutual friends makes us closer too!

and we start gossip like the characters in Gossip Girls, except this one version is special cuz it's 2 girls and one guy.

and we called it the kehpohs! (rocks man!)

and i also did pinkie promise with her (felt like daddy n daughter doing promises)

and also the infamous invisible hug!

what i like about her is her smile.

that's one million dollar smile man!

and her kind hearted!

=) and so much more that i couldn't list down. =)

she's just so awesome.

so, here you go!

happy belated birthday kim!

we know the kehpohs love you! =)

so gonna hang out at starbucks and do what we do the best pretty soon after STPM ;)

the true surprise face by Kimberly! <3

LOVE this picture! thanks to my phone apps., Little Photo. ;)

the people who rocks Kim's 19th B'day!
yeah, we rocked her house and did lotza crazy silly stuff!
sorry if u mind, Kim! u know, we're that mad when we're high. =)

the Kehpohs!
SorWenB, Kimberly & SenChenB. =)
ps:/ the shirt that i'm holding is a gift from Kimberly and Pang.
thanks a bunch! =)

hope you have a blast Kim!
all the best and more outing after STPM! =DDD

19.

2011-08-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

YES, yours truly is official 19th.

it's the last year of teen, but heck!

i don't fee that way. i feel it's just a number.

but however, every numbers counts.

so as this one.

i had a great birthday this year!

first was celebration with the school peeps!

it was unexpected, as i was one of the half planner.

and turned out, ta-dah! it's my birthday celebration as well!

you surprised me, pang!

thanks dude!

and then headed to starbucks,

didn't had it cuz too expensive. =C

anyway, had a blast over there even without you, starbucks!

THANKS Kimberly, for the i'm the boss shirt!

LOVE it!

and then rushed to tt. =)

my first bday cake! ;D

celebrating wif sorwen, which supposed to be her cake!

pang don't allow me to get close to the cake, n i have no idea why he's being so bitchy that time.

now i got it. =D

thanks bro!

*teary* ha!

making wish! take a chance! and breakaway! LOL

sorwen's (23rd) & me (30th)

a week apart, and the duo called B's!

don't mess wif us kay! *rawr!*

pretty interesting how we got people confused that we're couple throughout the year, even teachers, huh?

well, we're not! we're just as close as brother & sister!

get a life man!

thanks kim! for the shirt.

did y'all notice there's so many ca-le-feh in the photo? there's 3!

spot-your-self!

another group that i joined, the trios for the kehpohs! <3

ha! really went SS at starbucks! and that's andy's spec.

pangky!

that dude really got me going wif the plan. LOL

the group photo! ;D love you guys! u guys \m/

the tee's ~~says it all!~~

and.. thanks to someone, that requested not to be named.

delivered RT PASTRY CAKE for me a day before my bday!

OMG, it's the cake that i wanna taste.

Green Tea Cake.

and another was picked by that awesome friend, chocolate mousse!

thanks to this awesome friend, to be the first one deliver cake to my guard house door step!

you're awesome!

and that night, chuan hoong and friends, that crazy gang!

hanged out wif them, n so much laughter like good old times!

and tadah, surprise for me!

guessed what. RT PASTRY GREEN TEA CAKE AGAIN.

lololol!

but i enjoyed cuz they planned so much.

and yes, their gifts is pretty interesting.

one is the perfume/deoderant spray which smells so sweet like cream!

ester smells. another one, the swt-est bday present i got.

LOL

they're really grown up, huh?

sorry, there's no picture of the event!

and the cake photo that awesome gave me.

well, that friend is too awesome until written down their name on the box.

then today, Donovan brother and Etienne came to pick me up.

and brought me to pandamaran had dinner together!

in the car, they sing birthday song for me (while donovan driving, clapping and singing! )

dangerous dude!

and another cake!

moist chocolate by secret recipi!

got total 4 cakes this year!

damn awesome!

here's a photo of me wif bros!

all the best to etienne!

he's going to sarawak to further study!

you guys are amazing!

alright, so there you go!

my birthday celebration!

i had a blast is all because of you guys making it to be one!

all the best to the STPM-ers!

and best of luck to all my friends in all of your undertakings!

hope u enjoy reading.

i love you guys!

and, happy independence day too!

54th and keep going strong!

racism shall die for good, people!

time for me to really study!

might be bullied by trials,

but gonna strike back!

EDIT:
I got another cake, so makes it a total of 5 cakes!
awesome! =)
the 5th cake come unexpectedly.
it was the night celebrate for pang's bday..
and well, sorwen took my car key when im so distracted of planning the next plan.
they prepared and stuff.
and when we decided and im heading to my car..
tadah! there's the cake and birthday songs for me!
LOL that's really a nice surprise!
thanks a bunch you people!
loves!

She's Back : Bigger than ever!

2011-08-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

She's back.

holding the highest leap of all time in Billboard Hot 100 chart, from. no.97 to no.1,

2-time Grammy's Awards winner,

arguably most successful American Idol,

she is..

Miss Kelly Clarkson.

LOL at myself for making such introduction,

but hey, that's the fact!

and YES! she's back!

her new single ; MR. KNOW IT ALL is gonna have a world-premiere on 31st August 2011 (30th August 2011 western)!

very close to my birthday, and it's really icing on a cake!

i love the way she makes a comeback.

always looks so bigger than ever!

although in the new single cover, she looks ~~a bit old~~ (came to realize she's 29)

but i'm beyond excited!

despite tonnes of rumor it's being pushed back,

finally it is finalized!

and the album titled is "STRONGER"

love it!

couldn't wait for it!

ha! till then! xP

2011-08-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

so.. seni foto agm has been D.O.N.E.!

feel relieved, but there's something teacher don't get it.

me and my team it's like freaking, R.E.T.I.R.E.D. yo!

everything, she can just find the new lady boss, not me anymore. pls?

and yeah, no one can steal my title "BOSS" from me because the new president is a lady!

HA!

all i have to focus is to rush the picture out and distribute them A.S.A.P.!

well, to all my Seni Foto Club members for 2010/2011 session!

thank you for a gazzillion times!

especially those pour their hard work, stress and sweat and anger in this club!

it wouldn't have been awesome with you guys!

it's awesome when there's a nanny who making us LOL with his so called charming attitude.

and for you guys being so easy going with me.

i am sorry if i have done anything wrong.

yes, i did.

=) and for all your patience and advises to me,

do really appreciate it.

i know, i'm hard to deal with,

and u guys know when i am going to burst and ~~start throwing the F-bombs~~ and ~~other nuclear bombs too,~~

you guys try to hold me back from being unleashed.

LOL cakap macam i am some kind of animal.

LOL

and all the bad times we got,

cuz ~~some people just stickin' their big ass out and not do a thing,~~

which makes us tougher to back up each other!

and, it's no shy to say that i am already been in this club for 5 years!

sorry, there's no pic for the moment in time.

cuz blogger doesn't allow me to upload it now. =C

anyway, next post will be full of pictures!

recently has been spending the cash like a rockstar!

SIGH i need to save!

there's a collection of things that i really need to buy!

first was albums!

my old hobby is back i guessed.d

adele's 19 and 21, amy winehouse's back to black deluxe edition, taylor swift's speak now deluxe edition,david archuleta's the other side of down (asian tour edition), bruno mars the doo-wops & the holigans, jessie J who you are, and david cook the loud morning!

GOSH, so many of them.

zz however my priority is on Adele's, Amy Winehouse and David Archuleta's album!

cuz their voice n songs are pretty awesome!

then i need to get a ~~new mp3 player~~ (changing it to sony cuz current one {m'sia ciplak produk} sucks badly :( )

and the rubber cover for my phone.

aduhai, only if my parents being too kind enough to say "kid, anything u wanna buy?"

and the list will roll down to the floor!

ha!

AND i think their jaw will drop down to the floor too. ;D

i guess that's all.

i am waiting for badminton's and seni foto's mp! ;D

2011-07-31T02:57:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna keep it real simple and neat. it's 2.29am and i'm already have huge eye bag since.. well. never mind.

there's lots of down for the past week.

and i am really thankful that things are said and done.

so here's some stuff happened in my last 2 weeks of july..

first off!

the photography course.

LOL

it was productive, really productive.

i get to learn a little more about camera.

and with kim sitting beside me,

that makes me easier to understand more.

and thanks to her, i got through my problem.

here's some pictures!

soon leaving photography club! interviews has done, new board has been elected.

now left : AGM!

feeling sad, especially i have to pass OUR Nikon D3000 "Baby" to the new board.

idon'twannapassittoyouguys! *cries!*

thanks to kim, directed me to post serious with baby.

and she probably choose the funny theme for this pic.

little photo rocks!

OLYMPUS babeh! so nice right? silver DSLR. special duh!

dear nikon, can please don't be so DARK? thankyou!

then, have the primary mates gathering on the night!

23rd of July.

was supposed to celebrate sue bday but she couldn't make it..

so, we did this!

the middle was supposed to be sue but well, yeah! her spirit is with us! see it? the middle there!

can't see it? oh well, feel it!

it was Fu Yuan's idea to leave it empty. =)

cuz of we bought the cake in order to celebrate her bday,

n she couldn't make it all of sudden.

we PIA to her house!

TABOO! the best game to keep the night alive!

memorable quotes.

Shuee : Fu Yuan's primary hairstyle!

KeanKiat : MUSHROOM! xD

and..

James : Ur favourite Country!

Teh : Japan!

LOLs!

and here's the bday girl!

hope you have a blast birthday sis!

awesome primary mates!

supposed to have Chee Yuan since he's departing to australia..

but well, he couldn't make it because of family dinner. so.

all the best to him!

thanks to ciuyi for this present!

it's cute, but i can't clip it and bring to school. LOL

too fancy i guessed.

will use it in any chance i can!

had my tang yuen from pin chou since a VERY long time.

always being bullied by ciuyi for texting : TAN! guessed what?! i got tang yuen xD!

.....

Badminton's AGM has done!

here's the top 7 discussing their yearly activity!

congrats new board!

pls run the club properly and i cannot wait MP! *gasp*

went to ISCF Rally 2011!

well, it's an great event to go to!

no matter what religion you're in,

you're invited.

and, it's nice to experience new thing, like i did.

learn a number of things from this rally. =)

and the picture above is..

me, peter and rachel!

u will be wow by this.

we three have the same birth date!

30th of August!

i'm being the oldest.

from left to right.

'92, '93' and '94!

wow right?

and peter and rachel was from SK (1) Jalan Batu Tiga..

while i'm from SK (2) Jalan Batu Tiga!

same building, different section.

wawowza!

sorry, it's a long post.

and take care!

goodnight people!

2011-07-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

sigh.

well, photography club held a 2-days-interview.

and guess what?

the first interview on 2nd day, i broke down.

i know, shocker to everyone.

well, i have nothing much to say.

just that, i hate to say how much i regretted.

and with all the pressure-peers pressure, school life, agm n stuff-all together at once.

really break me down.

well, there's nothing much more to elaborate.

life is tough.

and i gotta confess.

i am not happy at all.

2011-07-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

This time, i get to attend Bon Odori!

for the first time.

what i love about the most is, the cultural dance!

it's easy and you get to dance with the crowd in the field.

the food was a bit way expensive, and not as tasty as it supposed to be.

some, over-salty, some just well, dull.

even the dessert that i had, is so zzz.

the ice is so freaking rough. japanese style? =/

mostly, they picnic-ing before the event officially starts.

LOL they're too bored or really got back ache ? =)

i was in the middle of the dance, like literally middle of the crowd.

so, sorry the pic is blur. nice effect though!

people in the kimono, saw it? xD even there's guy in japanese traditional costume.

for the guys, it looks like, they're just out of bathtub. =/

35th Bon Odori 2011! <3

i shall bring more friends to the event.

just to dance and join the crowd!

alright,that's for the saturday.

well, trial is like less than freaking 7weeks!

it's time to turn on study mood!

no matter what, i have to pia!

it's time for the sleepless night, and panda eye to appear!

pn. lim once said :

when the tough gets going, the going gets tough!

so, better start it now!

ops. i just realized something.

i loved to end my sentence with "!"

hahaha! see, again. lol

anyway, let's rock & roll!

take care people!

2011-07-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

ah, tiring week.

alright, let's get into the main point.

if you think that, yeah he's alright already.

well, no. i am not alright.

it isn't solved if you didn't approach me.

because the problem is with me, not you.

so, yeah. it's all up to you to settle it or not.

if you haven't notice the changes around,

then i guess i'll just really let it be.

let go everything.

there's no use to just stuck like that, right?

i understand. you got your bunch of friends and lately you've been hang out with them.

well, u wanna say that i am jealous,

and i admit it.

being left out is not a great feeling, maybe you haven't taste it.

i taste too much.

lately, i've been obsessed with my phone new apps "Little Photo"!

and thanks to Beng Ghee, he brought his sis's polaroid camera!

it's a lurve!

here's some of the photo from that cute camera!

the ancient kind of feeling. lol

this photo is so LOL-ed!

sorry kehpohs, you girls look like ~~granny~~ here. =X

the excited a5 peeps!

the guy in this pic, is Beng Ghee!

thanks for all the polaroid film!

and today was, the school Co-curriculum day!

gosh, it was raining.

thank god the rain didn't drain out the spirit of stk-ians!

i was one of them, shopping under rain!

LOL literally, shoe soaked with water!

it's heavy raining!

see that guy? he's totally soaked with water from top to bottom!

#stk-ianspirit!

LOL

i guess that's all for now.

need to buck up for examination!

everybody has been started their engine,

so should i!

and, know what. get to drive manual car since a long long time.

not bad, engine didn't die off! =)

thanks waizen for lettin me drive!

alright, good luck peeps.

wanna settle, approach me.

i won't be the one approaching anymore.

kick start! : July

2011-07-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

alright, this week has been pretty fine with me.

just more busy with club stuff.

the following week will be busy too!

it's like final work for me to finish all the school magazine stuff!

so, needa rush.

okay, let's started off with my specs.

i wanted to fix my specs as it become lose.

but, mine is frame-less. so they can't fix it for me.

=( while waiting, i tried on some specs. lol.

nerdy one looks LOL on me. ha!

anyway, i went to examine the power of my eyes.

surprisingly it drop!

which means i got clearer vision.

LOL

the one that wrote in pen is my current specs power.

anyway, i also went to the dance practice with nanny and the gang. =)

it was awesome, but the next day i got body ache.

LOL

here's some photo: while im curi tulang-ing. =)

we're the first to arrive!

sorry, lazy to rotate but there you go! see? how fast they are! LOL

all so great dancer except me!

HA!

besides that.. did i tell ya i got a new phone?

HAHA!

it's like so late only tell, right?

yeah! my mum finally gave me green light, and she got me a Samsung Galaxy Ace!

having fun with it.

loving the camera, which makes my blog so lively now.

take that sangkara!

here's some photo to enjoy!

(edited with the app. called "Little Photo")

the kehpohs! (sorwenB and Kimberly) the first photo i ever take with my new phone!

aduhai.. b never wanna stop posing! malaysian next top model, eh? xp

sorwen's pen ~~'bleeding'~~. LOL

credits : photographer : kimberly

phone : Samsung Galaxy Ace <3

model : Andy Chen Chee Hong

hahahaha!

and i fall sick too! =(

flu + sore throat + headache.

sigh, needa take care of myself!

and yesh, i did.

here's a glass of panadol soluble!

i hate it. =/ it doesn't take like soda at all.

it's just all the PATTERN!

lebih.

hope i get well soon!

sorry, i don't mean to drown you with my emo-tion.

it's something i observed and i think it's the best for not to tell.

because even not to tell has already gotten us this way,

i don't even know what will happen after i did.

well, just let it be and move on, kay?

if u insist, i might.

and.

GOSH.

there's in total of 4 Kelly Clarkson new song has leaked online!

i hate it, and love it at the same time.

i love it because she sounds great and all the songs are great too!

i hate it because it's leaked and not official.

gosh, dear RCA RECORDS, please bring forward the release date or just stay with it.

DO NOT PUSH BACK ANYMORE!

#prays hard!

2011-07-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

A test that i found on Kimberly's Old Post. er, quite true i shall say.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmm, i might be looking at the back of my shoulder sometimes, scared being judged by friends and so on. oh well, overall is quite true.

why not try yourself?

click HERE for the link =)

good luck!

All in one.

2011-07-01T17:50:00.003+08:00

alright. time to ~~bitch out~~ everything.

apparently, this is the only place i can throw everything out.

there's so many things i wanna throw about.

first, i ~~don't feel fucking appreciated.~~

i am like being used for good.

i don't expect anything,

but i am feeling offended here.

i don't know why am i doing this.

i am dealing with this personal problem like, i can't even tell it out.

and even if i tell it out, you wouldn't get it.

seriously, nobody's get it.

don't you dare to say 'come talk to me and i'll understand it" or "you didn't tell me, how would i understand what's going on."

this is not reading or comprehension, alright?

this is what i called life.

i HATE being judge.

that's why i choose not to tell what's going on.

and seriously, i am not your full-time dog k.

i hate it but i'll have to say.

if you don't know how to cope with my temper,

you can go far away.

i don't care how close we are.

i am very mad now. i don't know if it is for real.

because i felt like being ~~motherfucking~~ used!

and, i cannot stand it anymore.

i've control my temper to the best that i could already.

and,

honestly, i'll be very polite if i never put a f-bomb on you.

i can't deal with you anymore.

you're stress, so are we.

like, do you really have to SHOUT and YELL just because the lost of your pens?

i am sorry that someone else put my bag on your table,

because initially i left it on your chairs.

and, i am not sorry for yelling back at you not to shout anymore.

because you didn't respect people and you expect people to respect you because you're the victim?

i am the first to say hell to the no if it's that so.

you didn't keep your stuff in your bag, and you left your pencil box, specs, even wallet on your table.

you should be thankful for that it was not lost.

if it is lost, i really don't know what you would do.

probably go every class and yell like a crazy girl?

sorry if you're mad after reading this.

after all, this is my place.

you choose to read, means you choose to accept whatever is coming in your way. ;)

i'm just being REAL to you.

another case.

seriously man.

i am tired of everything going around.

i am very sure you have no idea about this.

but i guess you won't know that i am actually suffering each day.

alright. honestly.

i tried my best withstand the tears from falling.

but i failed.

because you have no idea what's going on.

and, i don't have a place to really spill everything.

life is kinda miserable now.

at the wrong time.

you won't know how i feel, and i am assuring that.

i shall be introvert full stop

2011-06-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

alright.

i know, i shouldn't post this emo-post up-next to the birthday greeting.

but seriously, it's only monday and i am stressing up.

i need to excel in my studies already.

yes, i admit i am slow.

i don't know if i am able to work this out in just 146days/20.85weeks/approximately 4 months time.

trials in freaking 10weeks.

i don't know about you guys,

but i am freaking out now.

club stuff is still loading in and in.

omg man, can you just leave what seniors have done behind?

i can't be responsible to what senior's leftover.

sigh.

i am scare.

i don't want to be like my ex-seni foto president result.

sorry, no offense but i am terrified kay.

i don't know where to start from.

my focus is all over the place.

i can't focus straight.

i can't seems to make things right.

sorry, i am losing control now.

just like how i used to past few years.

i type straight forwarded-ly.

i wanna make things right,

but every moves i step seems to be every steps towards failure and failure.

i need motivation.

i need guidance.

i know, i sound like a baby but this is all i need now.

and i have personal problems to deal with.

i don't know how to approach my friends about it.

i can't even accept it.

seriously, im in the serious hot soup now.

gosh.

fuck man.

that's all.

sorry for wasting your time.

it's not worth every single seconds at all.

Dedicate my 502th post for you : ANDY CHEN CHEE HONG!

2011-06-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to , you know.

haha.

happy birthday bro!

in fact, u're the first dude i post this ; to wish happy birthday, i think.

anyway, here's something for you, from me. =)

let the pictures do tha' talk, shall we?

we're in the same class, this is 2C / 1D i think.

that time, you were shorter than me. =D

we're same class again for Form 3, 3B.

that time u remembered how i slap kah why. LOLOLOL!

and, u start ~~bitching with your poisonous quotation!~~

i was irritate with u that time. but heck. who knows we get closer as our age ascends. haha!

the silly things we did during our highschool life.

i dunno where did jeannie dig this black coat from, but we definitely look LOL-ed in it!

and this picture was called the 5 gays. LOLOL!

too bad, pang wasn't in it.

photo credits : Jeannie

we have the same interest, that is.. BOWLING!

gosh, i miss bowling session.

all of us have different styles of bowl.

you're the one most slamber bowler!

nanny was the one with a lot of sissy style, but yet strong bowler, but always into the drain one. LOL!

i was the one with the cross leg,

and i dunno what to say about pang's style. LOL

we're photography club for like freaking 4 years?! =O

and definitely having fun doing all the skipping class whenever boring teacher's period just to collect back the pictures or distribute pictures.

we're damn good juniors ~~right~~? LOL!

we graduated together for photography club and Form 5 together.

this is the one i think 4 of us have it.

i hope you keep it too!

the funny thing is..

nanny + me & u = pang

white, red &white = pink. LOL

photo credits : Pangky!

and, we grown up together. =)

picture on the left was during our own Seni Foto MP at TGI Friday.

and the right was, the Prom Night.

i look f-king fat.

anyway, andy.

here you go.

there's something i wanna tell you.

FOCUS on your studies.

i found out that you're dilemma of L.O.V.E. since u enter form 6.

i understands, female existence after 5 years being homoly-schooled right?

LOL

anyway, all the best in your STPM.

rmb, u once told me that god given you one last chance on STPM.

so, grab it and not waste it!

have a great journey in your life.

and yeah, im proud to call you my bro. =)

i hope this do not consume you a lot of tissues. =)

use handkerchief ! go greeeen! : Kimberly Yong.

enjoy!

shiteous week-survived.

2011-06-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

this week.

pretty tough though.

well, results is out and it's expected.

i never did well, and failed 2 subjects. WHHHAAAT?! yeah, what.

i shouldn't be failing now right?

well, idk if i should say i am busy with club stuff before exam.

anyway, it's trial the matters.

3 months to go, and gonna rock it.

once i got emo-ed for results,

things around kinda breakout.

thank god, i have surpass this tough week.

this is probably the worst week i have ever experienced.

from monday until friday.

each day got its own issues.

well, people comes and go.

the real deal stays.

if you decided to keep me in your important list, then do so.

i appreciate it much wholeheartedly.

but. if you choose to let go.

i can't stop you from there.

so, i just hope for the best then.

gotta focus already.

this is saddening me up.

i want back my happy spirited day!

damn., i feel soulless this few days.

i can't keep myself unhappy anymore.

this is killiiiiiing me and it's freaking unhealthy.

believe or not. i keep finding foods whenever i'm emo-ed or down.

i feel like the now aretha franklin or adele. -fat-but-talented-.

but, i ain't that talented. so. =)

i guess that's all.

i wanted to make all the right moves and it starts right here!

take care people!

2011-06-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

wow!

i got band 4 for MUET examination.

i'm glad that i manage to get a band higher than required.

and..

other results for this midterm has been released.

gosh. not good at all.

i don't know the exact mark. but 2 fails.

and, just like this picture below.

i need alcohol, cigarettes and got drunk by tonight!

nah, just kidding.

but there's a feeling to be moody.

and, look here bitches.

you got on my nerve, don't be proud.

you cheat for this exam, and literally got ~~"better"~~ marks..

and you're so proud of it, smiling here and there like you're some kind of voodoo-ed doll.

well, you're just lying to your pathetic self.

i can just wind u up in just two seconds.

seriously, i am pissed by the mark you got. not im jealous or shit.

it's because there's a fucking obnoxious feeling that i wanna throw up on you until i get into size 2.

like, literally throw up everything.

on your face.

damn you suckers being proud for being a scum bag.

~~you snotty little trools doing such dirty works.~~

i hope you read this man.

eat your heart out.

you make me hate you more than ever.

and still, why do you keep touching your face?

there's no gold. there's only a pile of shit.

this is just annoyed me!

and, this is specially dedicated for you.

enjoy you trools!

2011-06-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

alright, so i'm sitting here.

waiting the time to pass by.

need to wait until 12am in order to get to know my M.U.E.T. result.

so, while waiting. why not blog?

ah, this is quite nervous.

and, yeah. school gonna reopen tmr.

it's freaking fast, like 2 weeks and boom.

it's gone now.

and, tmr results coming out. for muet and midterm. ah.

i think teachers gonna be like the cat in the picture below..

so "gaya" right? i can imagine pn. lim doing it.

sure dead meat!

ah, left 2 more minutes and it kills!

oh btw, i might MIA for quite sometimes.

i will blog as frequent as i can, promise with no guarantees. =)

naive.

2011-06-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

the moment when i was naive,

everything seems to be so fucking hard.

and the moment when i was a grown up,

the naive seems to be easy for everything.

just a thought, you know.

it's hols, i can't prevent myself from thinking.

so, yeah.

how i wished i could be naive.

i don't even have to know that much complicated things.

there my focus would be more sharpen.

right..

ah, holidays.

i've been enjoying til no limits.

homeworks stacking up, though.

anyway, gonna complete it next week.

baby's not around, bro's not around.

finally found some silent and peace.

oh ya, bro's going UK this saturday.

ah! he got the opportunity to study overseas, while i won't have it.

sorta sacrificed my chance for him =X

anyway, i hope the best for him!

he;s gonna enjoy the whole experience!

anyway, tmr gonna have last dinner with my bro.

gonna blog about it soon, or right after saturday.

wow, it's crazy man.

it felt like the medicine injected into my body to make it paralyzed.

i didn't notice that tmr is gonna be FRIday.

and, it means 1 week hols ended.

SUPER fast?

LOL

alright, i guess that's all.

i hope this will keep you guys up for a little while?

2011-05-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

holiday has started off!

okay, i love holidays, get to relax.

anyway, every hols, there's definitely tuition marathon!

aiks.

however, this hols i am definitely enjoying!

idk, don't ask!

haha.

i currently enjoying myself until the maximum, before i really give my 100%.

so, yeah!

and this time around, i've missed baskin robbins.

well, tight cash and the BR-fever wasn't that hot.

perhaps august 31, peeps? *wink wink*

anyway, i've just learned that.. every wednesday, if u wearing pink and u can actually purchase 2 scoop ice cream for 1 of the price!

pink's day, anyone? =D

guess what? vampire diaries is so awesome!

currently watching it everyday!

gosh, homeworks is stacking cuz of tuition but i ain't care about it!

haha. well, this is definitely a way of turning on the hols mood!

shiat, i scare i can't turn off after school started. =X

i haven't got my new phone yet,

and this is sucks.

well, just gotta wait till my parents are really "free" and decided to get one for me.

for now, i'll just stick to the old one.

it's a long long fight.

haha.

tmr, gonna be my baby sitting experience!

baby louis is one heck cute baby!

now he's making loads of cute sound!

melting in his cute noise!

hahaha.

alright, i guess that's all.

ah, pretty lame post.

i've lost my blogging skills ad. =/ hmmmm..

till then, enjoy!

exam season!

2011-05-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

okay, it's exam season.

and the last time i've blogged is, 6th of may?

i lose my touch on blogging.

everyday online, but no feeling to blog.

or no time i shall say?

exam now.

pa paper 2 was alright.

chemistry paper 2, ~~flunk it.~~

maths paper 1, ~~flunk it~~ as well.

ah, time constrain. i can't study much.

i just studied the best i could,

and hoping just to pass!

some quick updates.

i've lost my phone this week.

don't worry, i got back my number (for free).

thanks to B, and KK's bro. =)

exam left ONE week!

excited, cuz it's gonna over. =)

and, probably getting a new phone when exam over.

till then, take care people!

back!

2011-05-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

i've been MIA for like, 2 weeks eh?

incredible.

i am grateful that, finally photoshooting for the season is over!

totally relieved.

i hope i have done a great job, and sorry to those have to bare with me.

seriously, the photoshooting season is really my PMS month.

now, i really get it why those past president of this Seni Foto club always having such bad mood on this season.

finally, i get a taste of it.

people weren't punctual.

the worst is, everyone has waited for that ''big'' person for the photoshoot,

and that person just blew off the photoshoot by MIA-ing!

worst come to worst,

they have postponed the photoshoot session just for that person,

and that person just simply didn't turn up for the photoshoot.

okay, i know. you must be expected me to think that THAT particular person is busy on that time.

but, hello, please think with your brain lah..

you cancel off so many times as you wished,

and it's so many times already, how do u want me to understand you?

i don't even feel like to understand you at all.

to be honest, i don't even feel the worth of respecting you anymore!

wouldn't you just stop for a moment and attend the photoshoot,

at least show that you APPRECIATE all the students, teachers that is SINCERELY to just shot a picture with you.

and, i dare to say that you're the worst i've ever seen in my life!

i felt that you didn't respect me and my team for doing at our best effort as possible as it is.

well, you wouldn't care right?

cuz i am nobody to you.

ah, whatever biatch.

you're just a pain in your OWN fat ass.

sigh, i shall not talk about you at my blog lar.

but seriously, your act just piss me and my great team off.

pls, next time don't make a fool out of yourself. =)

today, as a celebration for the end of this season..

i treated myself with starbucks!

50% off, and it taste great!

first time had it at setia alam's starbucks.

i love the environment. very comfy and relaxing.

i hope they have such discount soon! =)

and yeah, totally have the laugh out loud moments!

i was being awarded for Oscar award for my sketch. hahahaha!

i should consider acting as my second career.. hmmmmm.. xD

alright, i guess that's all.

1 weeks left til mid term!

till then,

next time! =)

take care people!

happybirthdayKellyClarkson!

2011-04-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

today (24th April) is none other than, my idol, Kelly Clarkson's birthday!

okay, i am pretty well-known to be crazy about her.

hello, that's a hardcore and number 1 fans is!

what is more exciting is, the next day (25th) is already one year since her concert being held in Malaysia.

yes, she celebrated her birthday in Malaysia as well!

who would have thought i am such a crazy fans of her?

why am i into her that much?

simple.

her musics and personality.

i firstly known her through radio,

where 'Behind These Hazel Eyes' was on aired,

and i'm like blown away by her that very song!

little do i know about her, is just her name.

Kelly Clarkson.

then i started to dig her songs out.

and literally, i bought her album when i was shopping with my mum.

it's the first cd i ever bought.

and, ever since then i'm hooked.

she was very famous, indeed on top of her career so far.

won 2 Grammy Awards, hundreds other awards,

always on the newspaper and etc.

her music is so good till she bagged away 2 out of 2 awards she was nominated for Grammy.

awesome right?

then, her 3rd album came by.

weight issues and musics issues and with her boss issues.

people start losing interest in her, and i thought i would do the same.

well,

it's just HELL TO THE NO!

that chick is so badass until i can't even let go!

it's because she fight for her music which what makes me more into her.

till recent, she still never fails to impress me.

all her musics, even though it's only demos,

still got me hooked!

crazy as i am, and proud as i would say,

i appeared on newspaper for some KC's music listening contest.

hahaha.

besides that, i won autographed album from the event.

anyway, to the greatest part!

i was anticipating for her concerts during her All I Ever Wanted era.

was looking through the tour dates n etc.

until, i found out on the net she's coming in april!

but, i wasn't putting high hopes that she'll be here on her birthday.

and it turned out, she is!

i went wild, text all the KC fans i know in M'sia about the good news.

all went wild, and the rest is history.

her concert is so awesome, that it still stay fresh on my mind.

alright, i really wanna wish my idol,

one of the best singer in the world,

a big fat great happy birthday!

thanks for ur musics,

which helped me through,

thanks for your great personality and as a great role model.

hard work doesn't pay off if no one is appreciate your work,

but hard work pay off if you work your ass off until people appreciate your work.

i am no shy to say.

I LOVE YOU KELLY CLARKSON!

R.I.P.

2011-04-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

totally shocked by this news.

my ex-classmate, passed away due to accident on Federal Highway.

same age as me.

i still remember, the last time we chatted.

he said he wanted to at least finish off his SPM and get a certificate for it.

but then, i did not update myself about it.

now i updated myself about him, and he's dead.

Rest In Peace, my friend.

have a better life at your next life.

__________________________________________________________________________________

life is really short.

once i received the sad news,

i went stunned for a moment.

thinking, woah. he's only 19, and his life has ended.

question, what about when i'm dead?

there's like so many things i haven't really done.

and, i only live for once.

i can't just really waste it.

people around me, who knew.

next day, i might gone. or someone will.

we never expected.

so,

guys!

live and love your life to the fullest!

and not forgetting the one you loves and the people that love you back the most!

because, it's just worth for your life.

and, please work hard.

work until the day you expired.

let's pray for my friend for him to rest in peace.

may god bless him. =)

2011-04-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

so, skipped school today. =X

cuz school shoes are wet.

ytdy rained heavily, and my shoe are obviously wet.

but i left it in my car (expecting miracle happens) ~~dumb!~~

so, clearly that's why i am bloggin?

seriously,

i hate being such, particular person.

i mean, can't take things easily?

or just have the piece of mind of 'ah, this is just small matter.'

this has really taken a lot of me.

i neeed a vacation or rest!

and shit, my exam mood has not turned on. =(

probably gonna deactive my FB again. (sigh first resolution is total epic failure.)

i wished, i wasn't in this club which require a lot of usage on computer.

SIGH.

now, i'm officially addicted. (sad!)

okay, i guess that's all.

gotta do what i am supposed to do. ;)

2011-04-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

it's ~~1.41.am~~ in the morning, sunday morning.

this week, finally i get rid of R&D and M.U.E.T. examination!

wooots!

but, hold on to my breathe.

it means 4 more weeks to final!

@#$%#@ !!

after that, it will be 2 weeks holidays!

i'm looking forward for this holiday rather than anticipating for the exam.

srsly, there's so much to study.

yet i'm slacking.

gotta juggle things among cocurriculum n studies.

worst is, you're in the busiest club, like ever!

totally not a wise choice.

but then, in the end, it's up to me to handle everything.

so, gotta play my cards right.

and now, i'm literally waiting for photoshop to be downloaded or completely installed.

but i guessed i'm failed to do such work.

well, it's very devastating that the photo outcome after editing is bad.

no offence, i'm a bit too perfectionist or i love to go with more detail rather than simply let the things done.

sigh.

hate it when you don't have much knowledge about it and you're leading it.

i guess nothing much.

just to update for fun.

back to work!

2011-04-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

changes should be made!

i can't believe i'm actually slacking over here.

i am a sucker, yes i am.

no, don't convince me.

i don't even have a high expectation for my mid year exam.

~~FML.~~

lately, it's just so busy with schools.

whenever i am free, i feel tired.

i wonder how people get so energetic always.

maybe i am not fit enough.

and, the trip to the edu fair.

really makes me thinking what i want.

but there's nothing really yet to satisfy me.

what i am doing now in school,

just to get the grades, but not for life.

there's a lot question going on.

but, what's next is next, now is now.

inspiration, please back to me!

therefore, there's must be a change!

admittedly, bro's huge break is pretty much occupy my space and time to study being wasted.

but he's having exam soon, so once he's done,

it's my turn to work on it.

it will definitely be tough.

due to exhaust from tuitions or schools' activities.

even a nap can't even help me.

totally slacking like a bitch!

~~FML again.~~

that's all i think.

busy busy busy.

whatiwantwhatiwantwhatiwant. =/

2011-04-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

this week is really mixture of most emotion of mine.

mainly, it's just high and low.

skipped school on wednesday, cuz of uji tara.

don't even see there's a point for me to join at all,

cuz i'm no good in sports.

sigh. lack of confident i shall say.

then, on thursday, had Baskin Robbins!

gosh, lovin' it cuz it's my first time.

kay, don't really wanna sound like very sua ku,

but it's awesome.

i love chocolate mousse!

but i've missed mint choco lar!

that's the saddest part.

these BR festive with a bunch of friends started randomly at Twitter.

Kim seems sad there's no BR kaki, and ~~i never tried~~ BR.

so, y not. hahaha.

glad i had BR with them!

then, friday.

shocker.

so many thing clashes together.

i hate to deal with clash between schedule.

photoshoot schedule badly clashes with Form 3 and Form 5 examination.

SIGH.

i need to get things more organized than now.

it seems pretty unorganized, but can't blame me too.

cuz i don't see it coming at all.

sigh.

exam is pretty close and honestly, i ain't wanna fail!

gonna start praying for everything to be smooth.

worst is, Lawrence fall sick at such moment! (get well soon, bro!)

my hands and legs will be tightened when he's sick.

my own body temperature also keep rising and falling.

sigh.

MUET's speaking test - the real deal is on monday.

photoshoot also starts on monday.

argh!

ALRIGHT.

gotta go get things settled. =)

pray hard for me, people!

take care!

Jordan's 19th B'day!

2011-03-27T18:14:00.001+08:00

It's already WEEKEND!

time really passed like travelling in time machine!

anyway, this weekend it's a lil special for me. =)

yesterday, which is saturday..

get to drive to Jeram for the first time!

i know, you guys read this it'll sound like so sua ku, but then..

i can't help myself!

went there to celebrate one sohai's birthday, which is my amigo!

Jordan Lee!

he invited few of his classmates to his hometown,

which is located at Jeram,

for dinner!

the day is just so awesome!

we make his WISHES all come true!

LOL

ps. Jordan, be careful what you wished for!

HERE's some pic!

he's a cloud 9 lover!

the amigo!

the birthday paos!

group photo at the beach! (nearby the restaurant!)

he's being gay-fied by Hoong Inn!

totally Love this shot! and, he's a Pao's lover too!

everyone has ended the day by raise their Paos!

okay, u guys must be thinking why we don't celebrate his birthday with cakes, right?

haha! well, he just doesn't like cake as much as others do,

so we decided to do it with Pao since he love it so much!

there you go, my saturday!

awesome night, really!

hope everyone has their fun last night!

i think that's all..

time passed like a bitch,

and i didn't really leave my laptop for a day.

sigh!

really wanna finish up the R&D asap and dump this netbook aside!

focus!

time travelling in the speed of light!

2011-03-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

alright, idk when is the last time i update my blog.

but it's been a while, right?

so, i just finished my 1 week march holiday.

and guess what?

it doesn't feel like holiday at all!

it's either tuition or homework or rest.

well, of course.

i did squeeze sometime for entertainment. ;)

watched the movie, I Am Number Four, which i gave my review last few days.

then, friday went to Ktv!

the best part of Ktv is sing off key and being silly.

the great part is my voice didn't crack like i was expecting it to be (due to the terrible sore throat)

i love Ktv session.

totally makes me high!

and this holiday,

well, nothing much going on.

it's just busy preparing schedule for photoshoot,

finish up the school work (and oh no, i'm still freaking blogging here.)

find sometime to relax,

and pretty much that's all.

and, i met someone that i thought i wouldn't met, but still hope that i will.

and, i did. at night market.

what a nice place to meet back her.

and, yeah. get to smile at her and she smiled back at me.

well, that's very good response i shall say.

what happened, i don't know if i should say 'remains the same',

or i should say 'we shall be moving on now.'

at the end of the day, the choice is still with you.

okay okay. now back to here.

april month is gonna be my busiest month ever!

i got birthday plan, photoshooting (and upcoming problems to encounter),

Muet exam (for real), upcoming mid year exam (oh no!)

i shall take a breather before i continue the list!

sacrifice is need, sacrifice is need.

so, sorry if i didn't update my blog.

you know, they create the word 'Hiatus' for some reasons. ;)

and i'm here, to update what's happening and what's coming.

em, went out of topic a little here.

wanna summarize everything in one post. =)

it's never been easy to fall in and out of love.

no, i'm not being dramatic over here.

it's just one of the basics in human!

the process of getting out of it, it's really hard.

the saddest part is, where you don't get to be with the person you wished you could be with.

and, you have to find out about the person through other sources.

that's quite pathetic, right?

it's a good attempt, though.

you gaining experience from it,

but it just makes you love-phobic and i think that's the reason why people stay single for quite a long time.

they're love-phobic.

lol.

alright, i know. i sound like some sort of weird blogger here.

anyway, after all my blog title is 'a thought of mine'.

so, take it or leave it, people.

LOL.

now turn into very Biva-ish.

lol.

alright, i think that's all.

stay tune for my next update then.

when? ~~IDK.~~

soon? I can't give a pinkie finger promise.

;)

adious!

take care!

I Am Number Four !

2011-03-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

betcha heard about the movie entitled "I Am Number Four"!

yes, it's awesome!

i was given a choice to watch a movie,

and after read the review from eonline.com which rated this movie as B,

and at the same time found out that Dianna Agron is starring the movie,

no doubt anymore!

fyi: Dianna Agron is head cheerleader in the hit series, Glee!

she's so pretty and gosh, mesmerizing!

here is Dianna Agron!

gosh, she's so beautiful!

a few fun fact about her.

she's a vegetarian,

already a director, producer, actress and singer!

she ain't just a pretty face!

anyway, love to make a few review about that movie.

LOL

it was hilarious!

first, the number 6 role should totally played by the key-dollar-sign-ha, ke$ha!

know why?

cuz a lot of shooting occur in the scene with red and blue beams!

here's the music video of ke$ha which shows the reason why she should have that role!

LOL!

second, the number 6 asked John Smith, the main actor in this movie,

to 'charge' her. he hesitate cuz he supposed to charge at her breast or something.

LOL

then after he charged her with some super power, not at her breast,

she said 'Red Bull for Pussy'

LOL!

another one was John's friend, Sam.

LOL another funny character in the movie.

when he had the beam gun and he was ordered to run with Sarah (Dianna Agron),

they met the alien and he used the beam gun and shot it right at the alien.

Sarah gave a look at his macho-ness, and he said 'I learn it from X-box'

LOL!

a movie must watch with ur friends!

anyway, tmr chemistry experiment *yawwwn*

and chemistry tuition..

YAWN. tmr is so chemistry-fied!

alright,that's all people!

enjoy reading!