Kelly Clarkson, debut television performance of "Dark Side", on Billboard Music Awards 2012!

i totally love this live version of "Dark Side", especially when it hits the chorus part and everyone's cheering, goosebump! 

personally, i love this song very much, lyrically, musically, just connected to me. i even cried when listen to this song. :P 

anyway, enjoy it! and Kelly looks slimmed down, looked amazing, sounded lagi amazing!

here's details about the song:

"Dark Side" is a mid-tempo synthpop song that incorporates a vigorous music box melody with up-tempo beats in choruses, with its lyrics containing the theme of acceptance in spite of someone's flaws.

Lyrics :

"Dark Side"

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away,

Don't run away, 

Don't run away,

Promise you will stay.

This Roadtrip to Tanjung Sepat was organized by YeeLi and yours truly, Me  :D

this ain't a stereotype of roadtrip.

it's a BIG roadtrip, consisting of 5cars and 23 roadtrip-ers!

you might ask, of all place, why Tanjung Sepat?

oh well, it is because it's one of our classmate, the co-organizer's hometown!

and, i know the place has pretty awesome delicacy and attractive places!

so, yeah. and it was initially planned in a small group but because of some miscommunication,

YeeLi has invited a bunch of our mutual friends.

it was actually planned for 6A1 classmates, but eventually it got bigger involving the Librarians.

honestly, i got freaked out by seeing the number of people she invited, 

because i don't think i have the capable to find so many transport. LOL

thank goodness for the kind drivers!

if i said organizing such big roadtrip is an easy job, i would be the biggest liar of all!

it almost get me giving up on organizing. :/

However, it ended will and there's no regret at all. :)

we gathered at bus stop, opposite Bukit Tinggi Aeon at 8am.

because of one of the car (all blaming Yew Vee LOL) but it was the driver admit he's mistaken,

they're late and we finally moved at 830am.

reached Banting about 930am, and Tanjung Sepat approximately 1030pm.

had their famous Seafood Bah Kut Teh (pretty awesome i shall say)

because Tanjung Sepat is located near to sea, therefore the residents got creative and created seafood version of Bah Kut Teh.

 sorry, there's no pictures of the food. :P

it's with SorWen. 

then we went to YeeLi's house after our breakfast,

hang for a lil while cuz the day is burning hot!

after a worth-while rest,

we visited Pig Farm, owned by YeeLi's Dad.

it was pretty smelly, i can smelled the scent in the car when we reached the farm. LOL

pig farm was funny though, because we called one of our classmate, Wei Chi, as Ati, which represent Pig in Hokkien. LOL

and it was pretty nice, not the smell, but actually seeing the pig.

but it wasn't pleasant with the smell and after we had Bah Kut Teh. LOL

next stop, we went to visit the Bird Nest farm, artificially made bird nest.

it was cooling, and i didn't wanted to leave because the weather is bitchin' with us!

it's glaring hot, burning my skin.

we learned few things about artificial bird nest, which the bird nest formed in a buildings, not in the cave.

i heard my mum say the bird nest is rather cooling for our body, which not suitable for old people to have it.

i think it's too cool perhaps?

anyway, advice. spend more to get the natural bird nest is better. :)

 at YeeLi's Cribs!

Wei Chi. Opps! i mean, one of the Pigs in the Farm. *ngek ngek*

 At the BirdNest farm. :)

 on our way to the next destination...

and the next destination is the Coffee Farm.

didn't snap much photo, and we missed the main coffee proses part!

D:

but it was aromatic, and we get to smell the Cat Shit (in cantonese called Mau Si Kafe) coffee. LOL

it smells pretty good!

 and it's the most expensive coffee bean of all!

and the aunty is really nice :)

and we walked to the famous Pao shop, which my parents always come whenever we visit Tanjung Sepat.

why it's famous? because it was featured in Ah Xian's (Astro AEC, Channel 301) food show.

and the red bean pao, it's made of black bean paste.

and the kaya pao, is made of Duck Eggs. 

after that, we headed to the cafe, rested and played games meanwhile waiting time to pass until the evening.
about 4.30pm, we're ready to leave and visit Sepang Gold Coast Beach.
and had tonnes of photoshoot session there!
and also, joined SorWen, Audrey and Wei Chi for the 2NE1 anniversary video shot.
LOL
honestly, i have no idea what i should do and just joined because they asked for my favour.
i have never listen to 2NE1 songs, don't even know about them until recently.
LOL
i'm too Hollywoodified than K-Popified. LOL
we spend about an hour there, just enjoying the wind, and the amazing soft sands which eventually find it irritating to get it off from our clothes and body.
i was covered with sands when i'm driving. =.=


had dinner at some place, i didn't know where but it's just okay and we enjoyed our meals. :)
a minor disappointment is.. i didn't get to eat the seafood such as crabs, fried sotong and etc.
i know, it's gonna cost a bomb but i'm willing to spend cuz it's cheaper there. :)
and note to y'all, don't ever think of driving back at night from Tanjung Sepat to Klang if you're freaking tired..
it's very dark and the ride is bumpy. LOL
but thank god i have friends pretty talkative through out the ride, 
it's not that tiring until i reached home.



 Behind The Scene : The Making of  "2NE1 3RD ANNIVERSARY!"


HAHA! we're awesome like that. :D


Love this shot! :D my current Fb Cover!
ps:/ all photos credit to the awesome Jin Tzen, photographer for the day! :D




the plan went smoothly without a hitch!
the only setback was, someone feeling not well.
but the rest was alright. :)
feeling to plan a roadtrip?
advice : make it small. :)

Now, i'm blogging live from my office. :D

yeah yeah, i know.

well, it's very tough week last week for working,

so i'm pampering myself this week. ;)

wookay, time to clear my blog debts!

have you ever went to roller skate in the park before?

well, as a kid, i always wanted a roller skate and i remembering bugging my mum to get one for me

whenever we're at shopping malls.

because it looks fun and easy to learn right?

here' the thing. don't ever deceived by what you look.

i barely stand on that roller skate. 

fall once hard on my bootylicious. 

and my ankle are soaring and the next day, my upper body soring. for few days.

lol.

before we have fun at the wheels, we had Subway as lunch but a brunch for me. =)

oh and how i found out about this the wheels thing?

thanks to Kim, online shopped the deals.

i have no idea how much it was discounted from the original price, 

but i remember paying her rm12, for a whole day price.

and it's rm20 if you got membership, after the deal. =)

and, after the roller skating,
we went for Snowflake!
*drooooooooooools*

snowflake! my favs is the white nut (idk what is it actually called)! taste sweet and aromatic in your mouth!

:9

the shocking face! -.-

at Subway yo!

the aftermath. promo for the wheels! LOL

Caption This : Britney Spears and Demi Lovato new judges on X-Factor USA? neh!

just kidding! :D

do visit there if you got a chance! it's at Subang Avenue, besides Subang's Carrefour!

As the time passed by, it's already a goodbye to April 2012. 

and, many of my friends got interviews to the University they applied.

and, my one and only interview was with USM for Mass Communication course.

and when the news about checking whether we got shortlisted for interview went viral on the net,

the first university i checked was USM.

and the moment i key in my i/c no, i took a deep breathe and hoping to get shortlisted.

the outcome?

i was disappointed. i was down, but keeping the spirit for my other friends who applied with me for that course and told them bout checking it.

most of them got it. and i was really, really down.

i was sure that i will determine, i will work hard on this course, because i am confident in it after few talks and deep-thoughts. but i wasn't given such opportunity.

what's more worse? it's the university i wanted to enroll since lower Six.

and there you go, dream crushed.

don't be like "awwwww.." to me, because let's face the truth.

and, some of my friends were like "i got shortlisted but i don't know man.."

and i was like "damn, i hoping to have shortlisted because i know i wouldn't doubt a single thing."

and, i could totally rock the interview as i'm good in talking and giving ideas. not to say the best, but at least i know what to do.

and i have confident.

but, well, i don't know what to expect now.

kinda lost & down.

and, literally, i felt like a pathetic loser among my friends. -.-

all got interviews, all got their own passion and direction meanwhile i'm just floating around among them.

ps:/ you got your opinion, keep it to yourself. just buried it in you. your discussion, comments or opinions seriously is not necessary for me. think of bringing me down, you can just press the exist button and fuck off. =)

well, i am happy for my friends who were shortlisted, which i heard they done pretty good in their interview.

i wished i was one of them and share the exciting news with everyone around me.

anyway, i applied Mass Comm for UPM but a lot people telling me i won't get it (well, what to do with such bad result), and also UUM (not confident with this university though...). Also applied Finance (UNIMas), Mathematic Business (UUM) and some engineering courses at UTHM & UNIMas.

a lot people telling : woah, such huge range of choices!

why your choice so messed up one?

bitch please, do i look like super determined with what i wanna do? are you blind or do i have to get more EyeMo for you to wash your eyes? 

all i can do now is waiting the final result from the UPU and see how's my luck going on.

that's all from now. :/

SO, this is a very, very, VERY, postponed activities with the 4G/4Fs. planned since last year? :X 

anyway, we reprise the plan last 2 weeks, but it was me and Lawrence that making the plan on and off. but this week, we've made it! :D funny part was, Andy text me asking me how's tmr (Thursday) plan? i was like "is tmr?! i got plans going on..." but the truth is, Lawrence off on Wednesday but Andy's msg totally blinded me. LOL.

then i got started to freak out when Pang text me, sayin' tonight (Wednesday night) ?

i'm like wtf? and texted Lawrence about it.

and i misread his msg, thought it was thurs when Andy texted me.

and, i definitely feel freaking blonde. -.-

ANYWAY, it was very random and apparently 4 of us can make it?

see, random plan works better than long-awaited-planned outing.

and, Andy reached earliest, had dinner at Klang Parade and i reached second.

watched The Smurfs at Speedy while waiting for the other 2.

hahaha.

and once the two reached (Pang & Lawrence), they are like totally ki-hiao.ed and jumping and skipping around like they're wearing skirts, acting cute and looking like librarian-school-chick girl? HAHA!

then, they randomly ask wanna watch Battleship after bowling.

i'm like .... i wanna slp?

LOL

but dunwanna potong all their stims, i went eventually (cuz i WON the bowling match! woooohooooooooo!)

yeah babe! Andy, take that for bitchin' with me ALL THE TIME! don't deny, don't fret. you are the L! :P

and Lawrence, looks like im the one who Roar and you're the one who Meow? HAHA!

and, yeah. we made a deal. whoever lose, treat mcD Sundae Cone! :9

thanks Lawrence!

supposed to be SS-shot, but they all.... nevermind! next time!

after we get our Sundae Cone, we headed to MBO to watch Battleship.

was hoping that don't have suitable screening, but damn. 

i was tired and my wallet left rm12? LOL

but went eventually and..

it was awesome!

synopsis : Peter Berg ('Hancock') produces and directs 'Battleship,' an epic action-adventure that unfolds across the seas, in the skies and over land as our planet fights for survival against a superior force. Based on Hasbro's classic naval combat game, 'Battleship' stars Taylor Kitsch as Lt. Alex Hopper, a Naval officer assigned to the USS John Paul Jones; Brooklyn Decker as Sam Shane, a physical therapist and Hopper's fiancee; Alexander Skarsgard as Hopper's older brother, Stone, Commanding Officer of the USS Sampson; Rihanna as Petty Officer Raikes, Hopper's crewmate and a weapons specialist on the USS John Paul Jones; and international superstar Liam Neeson as Hopper and Stone's superior (and Sam's father), Admiral Shane.

it was all-full action movie, from beginning until the end. 

for those fancy action movie, this is the one.

and to my surprise, Rihanna did a pretty good job in the movie!

she, and Katy Perry has similarities (padahal both are BFFs)!

Katy Perry joins military in her "Part of Me" video, 

and Rihanna joins Submarine for this Battleship movie.

 overall rating : 8/10 

worth to watch.

Hey y'all, yup. gonna blog about what i've done this week.

so, i came across a friend of mine posting Manhattan Fish Market promo stuff thru fb.

and, first thing came to my mind was "Seni Foto used to have MP over there"

:D

the next thing was tagging Kim, Sorwen, Pang and Andy.

hahaha. it was a very random outing, once tagged and confirmed to visit there the next day.

HAHA. 

the food was delicious~!

:D i love fried dory fish and dipped it with Tartar sauce! :9

but it's kinda sick of it if you have it too much.

how i wished they come with rice too. :D

 blurry, but nice effect? :) 

Sorwen & I :)

then, the next one is celebrating Earth Hour, at Starbucks!

Starbucks giving free drinks for whoever the checked in through Foursquare, a Grande drink!

initially, i wanted a Chocolate Cream Chip Frap, but i changed my mind when the barista attended me.

i ordered Dark Mocha, but she wrote Chocolate Cream Chip without me realizing it.

then when the barista that make the drinks called up my name and saying it's Choco Cream Chip, im like...

but it was really crowded and see the barista having fun busying attending the customers, i didn't ask to change. :)

the drink was, not really ice blended. kinda water-ish, rather than really ice-blended.

but their service was good,  not great, but fast. :)

afterall, it's a free drinks. ain't gonna complain much. :)

and glad to go with awesome people!

Pang, Sorwen (and siblings) and UV! sadly, Kim couldn't make it cuz at Johore. next time alright, kehpoh?! :D

and also met people like Benson, Peter, Rachel, KaiMing and few juniors. 

awesome people they all are. :D

 light dimmed, didn't use flash. :/ people are queing up!

rate: 6/10, Chocolate Cream Chip (the "3Cs" drink)

 SorWen and siblings (Chin Teck & Sor Yeung)

Earth Hour 2012 (100%) : -RM15.00. =)


*edited*: Sorwen actually came up with a name "Wendy", her reason was people don't really know how to mention her name and there's so many people and don't want to make the barista like "huh??" and you have to spell your name to him/her. and, from now on, that's her Starbucks name. :) 
i should come up with some nickname, or shall i say a starbucks name eh? suggestion? :P

so, that's it. a lil' update. :)

--out of topic--

: Vocal opinions is good but sometimes it hurts. You think it's okay to say, but sometimes people feel another way around. at the end of the day, still be careful of what you're going to say because you won't know you offend someone else. :)

hope y'all have a good weekend. :D